As some of you know I wanted to commit suicide at th early age of 17.
It wasn't always that way. My childhood was pretty happy.
I was a very bright kid with a vivid imagination.
I was upbeat and good witted
...and was good with getting to know people.
Most of the time was spent making people laugh, playing like a normal
child would. My parents where getting money below the average minimum
wage but as a child you don't realize what your missing in life until
you start to grow up...
Me
at a party 6 years old.
When teenage years approached I started my first year off high school
quite well. I wasn't a 'grade A' student but managed to avoid
embarrassing myself or getting low grades.
I didn't pay much attention in school to be honest. Alot of time was
spent laughing, getting to know people, going out and chilling at the
park.
When I reached early 13, about half way in high school, a new girl
attended my maths class. Immediately she swept me off my feet, her
behavior was sexually erratic for me which caused a cascade of
emotions that left me to feel love, hurt, confusion and lust.. all at
the same time. She treated me like I didn't exist and she treated me
like I was dirt!
I was passive, shy. nervous and started to self sabotage.
I became a total emotional wreck. I started to go into school late and
my teachers would send me home. My grades slipped and I felt
embarrassed.
I didn't care about myself anymore or my life anymore and started
getting into harmful addictions.
Shortly after towards the end of secondary school at age 15 I was
smoking pot and getting drunk daily. I was meeting girls and getting
into petty arguments that sometimes lead to drunk fights. My self
esteem went down the pot, I lost many of my friends and become a
societal weirdo and an outcast.
Me
at a friends birthday before my dark days started...
I spend days of my life alone and walked the streets with my head down
and no one to share my pain with. On the weekends I got drunk and
walked the streets, I spoke to people randomly and become a blaggered.
After months of this at the age of 17 I wanted to finish everything. It
was at that very moment that I wanted to end my life.
I
took this picture with my phone, it's the only picture I have of me
when
I felt depressed.
I didn't have anything to live for anymore.... I became so
fed up and worthless that a hunger grew inside of me... nothing left in
the pit of me inside except emptiness.. the only thing left for me to
do was to change my life once and for all, or die because I was left
with absolutely nothing. No friends, nobody to understand me and nobody
to turn to.
There was only one option and it wasn't death, I made the decision with
tears in my eyes as I cried and screamed to myself that I was going to
choose life over death... and so my personal enhancing journey began to
snowball into an avalanche of momentum...
I picked up every book I could get my hands on. I listened to hours
and hours worth of material including self esteem, confidence, NLP,
hypnosis and practically anything I could find. I went into self
hypnosis for at least 5 hours a day, trying to condition my mind and
attitude for happiness and self dignity.
I wanted to get out of this self deprecating rut once and for all
and.... I did!
I become so knowledgeable and enthusiastic about my work and personal
development that it lead me to want to help people who are in the same
situation I was once in... that lead me to writing my first book at the
age of 20.
The book came out...
After the release of my book and the praises I got from friends,
family, clients and personal development enthusiasts about my work I
moved onto bigger things.
I met a lovely lady who gave me my first TV appearance and the show
went well and I received more praise and compliments for that. I kept
going forward with the attitude of winning and helping people was all I
care about.
video of life success tv
I was abit nervous (could you tell? lol) but it went off without a
hitch :D
Now years after I have created more products that help even more
people, I have a huge client base of over 1000 people, I hold seminars
and have built a business that continuous to grow to this day.
I am so happy to be here to share my story with you and to deliver to
you some of the greatest techniques ad strategies that helped me and
helps thousands of people create success, happiness, self esteem,
confidence, relationship and business success.
If I could go from some where in my life were I wanted to commit
suicide
to achieving massive success and helping hundreds and thousands of
people then I know you can too!
This is why I would love for you to join me on this personal enhancing
journey...
So if you are ready like I was and absolutely fed up with living a life
that is less than you currently deserve please go here now...
Testimonials
"Nicholas is way
ahead of
his time... a walking ball of WISDOM! The world needs to hear his
voice.
Johnny Wimbrey,
Celebrity
Life Coach
I
want to
express my
appreciation for you as a Human being first, then I want to Thank you
for listening to me when I didn't know where to turn and I didn't know
what to do with the pain and heartache I had inside. Your kind words,
but most of all your deep knowledge and feelings helped me to make one
of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make. Actually you made it
quite simple for me; you made me realize that my life is worth living.
I
want you to know that so much
has changed since our first contact and that I now know what it is that
I
am supposed to do, and that it will all be alright as long as I believe
in myself and expect that the best will come out of every situation
and experience that we go through. Because the only person that is
going to take care of you is YOU! Thank you from the bottom of my
heart,
for your advice and your strength, you have helped me through a very
difficult time in my life!
Forever
Grateful, Bambi, New Orleans, LA
Nicholas
Finnegan is a very insightful man who
is very passionate about everything he does not just a great author
but also a
great person, an inspiration to us all.
Chris
Michael, Martial Artist, England, London
Thank you and I hope I inspired you and my story is worth listening to.
See you in my future courses.
To Your Success
Nicholas
Finnegan
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