Hello,
As
some of you know I wanted to
commit suicide at th early age of 17.
It wasn't always that way. My childhood was pretty happy.
I
was a very bright kid with a
vivid imagination.
I
was upbeat and strong witted
...and
was good with getting to
know people.
Most
of the time was spent making
people laugh, playing like a normal
child would. My parents where getting money below the average minimum
wage but as a child you don't realize what you're missing in life until
you start to grow up...

Me
at a party 6 years old.
When
teenage years approached I
started my first year off high school
quite well. I wasn't a 'grade A' student but managed to avoid
embarrassing myself or getting low grades.
I
didn't pay much attention in
school to be honest. Alot of time was
spent laughing, getting to know people, going out and chilling at the
park.
When
I reached early 13, about half
way in high school, a new girl
attended my maths class. Immediately she swept me off my feet, her
behavior was sexually erratic for me which caused a cascade of emotions
that left me to feel love, hurt, confusion and lust.. all at the same
time. She treated me like I didn't exist and she treated me like I was
dirt!
I
was passive, shy. nervous and
started to self sabotage.
I
became a total emotional wreck. I
started to go into school late and
my teachers would send me home. My grades slipped and I felt
embarrassed. I didn't care about myself anymore or my life anymore and
started getting into harmful addictions.
Shortly
after towards the end of
secondary school at age 15 I was
smoking pot and getting drunk daily. I was meeting girls and getting
into petty arguments that sometimes lead to drunk fights. My self
esteem went down the pot, I lost many of my friends and become a
societal weirdo and an outcast.

Me
at a friends birthday before my
dark days started...
I
spend days of my life alone and
walked the streets with my head down
and no one to share my pain with. On the weekends I got drunk and
walked the streets, I spoke to people randomly and become a blaggard.
After months of this at the age of 17 I wanted to finish everything. It
was at that very moment that I wanted to end my life.

I
took this picture with my phone,
it's the only picture I have of me
when I felt depressed.
I
didn't have anything to live for
anymore.... I became so
fed up
and worthless that a hunger grew inside of me... nothing left in the
pit of me inside except emptiness.. the only thing left for me to do
was to change my life once and for all, or die because I was left with
absolutely nothing. No friends, nobody to understand me and nobody to
turn to.
There
was only one option and it
wasn't death, I made the decision with
tears in my eyes as I cried and screamed to myself that I was going to
choose life over death... and so my personal enhancing journey began to
snowball into an avalanche of momentum...
I
picked up every book I could get
my hands on. I listened to hours and
hours worth of material including self esteem, confidence, NLP,
hypnosis and practically anything I could find. I went into self
hypnosis for at least 5 hours a day, trying to condition my mind and
attitude for happiness and self dignity.
I
wanted to get out of this self
deprecating rut once and for all
and.... I did!
I
become so knowledgeable and
enthusiastic about my work and personal
development that it lead me to want to help people who are in the same
situation I was once in... that lead me to writing my first book at the
age of 20.

The
book came out...
After
the release of my book and
the praises I got from friends,
family, clients and personal development enthusiasts about my work I
moved onto bigger things.
I
met a lovely lady who gave me my
first TV appearance and the show
went well and I received more praise and compliments for that. I kept
going forward with the attitude of winning and helping people was all I
care about.

video
of life success tv
I
was abit nervous (could you tell?
lol) but it went off without a
hitch :D
Now
years after I have created more
products that help even more
people, I have a huge client base of over 10,000 people
and have built a business that continuous to grow to this day.
I
am so happy to be here to share
my story with you and to deliver to
you some of the greatest techniques and strategies that helped me and
helps thousands of people create success, happiness, self esteem,
confidence, relationship and business success.
If
I could go from some where in my
life were I wanted to commit
suicide to achieving massive success and helping hundreds and thousands
of people then I know you can too!
This
is why I would love for you to
join me on this personal enhancing
journey...
So
if you are ready like I was and
absolutely fed up with living a life
that is less than you currently deserve please go here
now...
To Your Success

Nicholas Finnegan
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