As some of you know I wanted to commit suicide at th early age of 17. It wasn't always that way. My childhood was pretty happy.
I was a very bright kid with a vivid imagination.
I was upbeat and strong witted
...and was good with getting to know people.
Most of the time was spent making people laugh, playing like a normal child would. My parents where getting money below the average minimum wage but as a child you don't realize what you're missing in life until you start to grow up...
Me at a party 6 years old.
When teenage years approached I started my first year off high school quite well. I wasn't a 'grade A' student but managed to avoid embarrassing myself or getting low grades.
I didn't pay much attention in school to be honest. Alot of time was spent laughing, getting to know people, going out and chilling at the park.
When I reached early 13, about half way in high school, a new girl attended my maths class. Immediately she swept me off my feet, her behavior was sexually erratic for me which caused a cascade of emotions that left me to feel love, hurt, confusion and lust.. all at the same time. She treated me like I didn't exist and she treated me like I was dirt!
I was passive, shy. nervous and started to self sabotage.
I became a total emotional wreck. I started to go into school late and my teachers would send me home. My grades slipped and I felt embarrassed. I didn't care about myself anymore or my life anymore and started getting into harmful addictions.
Shortly after towards the end of secondary school at age 15 I was smoking pot and getting drunk daily. I was meeting girls and getting into petty arguments that sometimes lead to drunk fights. My self esteem went down the pot, I lost many of my friends and become a societal weirdo and an outcast.
Me at a friends birthday before my dark days started...
I spend days of my life alone and walked the streets with my head down and no one to share my pain with. On the weekends I got drunk and walked the streets, I spoke to people randomly and become a blaggard. After months of this at the age of 17 I wanted to finish everything. It was at that very moment that I wanted to end my life.
I took this picture with my phone, it's the only picture I have of me when I felt depressed.
I didn't have anything to live for anymore.... I became so fed up and worthless that a hunger grew inside of me... nothing left in the pit of me inside except emptiness.. the only thing left for me to do was to change my life once and for all, or die because I was left with absolutely nothing. No friends, nobody to understand me and nobody to turn to.
There was only one option and it wasn't death, I made the decision with tears in my eyes as I cried and screamed to myself that I was going to choose life over death... and so my personal enhancing journey began to snowball into an avalanche of momentum...
I picked up every book I could get my hands on. I listened to hours and hours worth of material including self esteem, confidence, NLP, hypnosis and practically anything I could find. I went into self hypnosis for at least 5 hours a day, trying to condition my mind and attitude for happiness and self dignity.
I wanted to get out of this self deprecating rut once and for all and.... I did!
I become so knowledgeable and enthusiastic about my work and personal development that it lead me to want to help people who are in the same situation I was once in... that lead me to writing my first book at the age of 20.
The book came out...
After the release of my book and the praises I got from friends, family, clients and personal development enthusiasts about my work I moved onto bigger things.
I met a lovely lady who gave me my first TV appearance and the show went well and I received more praise and compliments for that. I kept going forward with the attitude of winning and helping people was all I care about.
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I was abit nervous (could you tell? lol) but it went off without a hitch :D
Now years after I have created more products that help even more people, I have a huge client base of over 10,000 people and have built a business that continuous to grow to this day.
I am so happy to be here to share my story with you and to deliver to you some of the greatest techniques and strategies that helped me and helps thousands of people create success, happiness, self esteem, confidence, relationship and business success.
If I could go from some where in my life were I wanted to commit suicide to achieving massive success and helping hundreds and thousands of people then I know you can too!
This is why I would love for you to join me on this personal enhancing journey...
So if you are ready like I was and absolutely fed up with living a life that is less than you currently deserve please go here now...
To Your Success